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Bad Shabbos

Jews do not dance in this movie.

But it was nonetheless an incredible movie and I loved it so much and I laughed all the way through.

The film is a farce in the vein of a Neil Simon play- a modern Orthodox Upper West Side family prepares for a Shabbos dinner made fraught by the fact that the Catholic parents of the son's fiancee (who is in the process of converting) are visiting from Wisconsin. This process becomes a lot more complicated when a dead body, that the family has to conceal, turns up.

I love a precise farce and this is an incredibly well composed one that manages to squeeze multiple jokes out of every setpiece through callbacks and reaction shots and brilliant use of the limited set. The whole audience was constantly laughing for the entire movie.

I especially loved the incredible Talmud jokes, which testified to a writing team that not only is familiar with the text of the Talmud but also its vibes. I still laugh every time I think of the challah.

And I loved that it is a movie about a family sticking together through thick and thin. I remember complaining about This Is Where I Leave You that for all the funny moments the inescapable truth at the end is that this family doesn't like each other very much, and I found that deflated my enjoyment a lot. In this movie, for all the family dysfunction and disagreement, when things go down they team up to be dysfunctional together.
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Some Desperate Glory by Emily Tesh

There has to be a word for the literary technique where you have a section of the book that doesn't work- it's boring, or unsatisfying, or implausible, or mis-paced- but its presence makes a later part of the book land harder. Part IV of Some Desperate Glory doesn't work for me- it asks you to suddenly find empathy for characters it hasn't invested time in developing, it rushes to the action scene and then works through the action scene in a way that is inconsistent with the rest of the book. But then you get back to the characters you care about in Part V and everything is amplified and hits so fucking hard, because of Part IV. It's an incredible ending and a really neat structural achievement.
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The Sicilian Inheritance by Jo Piazza

I wasn't quite sure what this book wanted to be, it was doing three genres of middlebrow novel all at once and not quite pulling any of them off, but in the end I was not too unhappy to have kept with it.

Sara Marsala, our heroine, is the daughter of a messy Italian-American family. She is dealing with a divorce, the failure of her restaurant, and a general sense of failure and helplessness. When her beloved aunt dies, her aunt's will sends her back to the Old Country of rural Sicily, to Find Her Roots and see if an old deed for a plot of land in Sicily, passed down from her great-grandmother who never made it to America, is still valid. When she arrives in Sicily she is informed that her great grandmother was Murdered, contradicting family lote, and the plot is afoot.

The book tries to be a historical fiction novel about life in early 20th century Sicily, an action packed murder mystery, and an eat pray love European adventure, and the three visions of the book war with each other, not helped by lazy plotting with unjustified expository leaps obscuring story details I wanted to see fleshed out.

But it's the wanted to see fleshed out that frustrated me, because the story concept works and there are some really great characters both in the historical flashbacks and the modern narrative and I really was hoping that things would get worked out with just a bit more craft.
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My VidUKon premiere for the GPOY show. I've had this idea for years and given the prompt I couldn't help myself.

Its premise is Magneto explaining Jewish trauma to Kitty Pryde in the context of the muddle that is the X movies' Mutant Metaphor. Also Jews dance in this vid in spite of the fact that they don't dance in the X Movies. Nothing in the world could stop me from including Jews dancing in this vid.


The Sweet and the Bitter (8 words) by seekingferret
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: X-Men (Movieverse)
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
Relationships: Erik Lehnsherr & Kitty Pryde
Characters: Erik Lehnsherr, Kitty Pryde
Additional Tags: Fanvids, Holocaust
Summary:

They tried to kill us, we survived, let’s eat: An intersectional tale from Erik to Kitty.




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Ha! A couple years ago I ranted about Emily Hanford's Sold a Story podcast, which I thought perpetuated some misleading myths about how science works even though she was probably at least partially right about some problems with American reading education. Now Hanford is back with a three part followup series. I feel vindicated.

In my previous essay I questioned why we didn't see a magical school bucking the educational winds, where they used the science of reading and every student was an expert reader. Even if Hanford were wrong, I argued, one would typically expect outliers. Here Hanford shows us a school bucking educational trends and every student is an expert reader- and it doesn't exactly use the science of reading!

The premise of the new miniseries is that there is a school in a poor district of Ohio that has consistently delivered far better reading test scores than would be expected- nearly every student in this school district can read. And yet! Ohio state law changes inspired by Hanford's podcast were threatening to force this school district to make changes that might disrupt its educational model.

The Ohio school district's main innovations seem to me, based on Hanford's descriptions, to not actually be about the pedagogy, because I've been insisting since the beginning that probably the pedagogy is not the most determinative factor and nobody has convinced me otherwise. Hanford of course disagrees with me. She claims that it is things like an emphasis on teaching students lots of verbal language at an early age, and giving them significant time to practice. But while discussing these strategies and others, she plays recordings of the teachers and what their strategies seem to have in common is that they are extremely high touch, they are being implemented in classrooms with small class sizes, and the teachers are enthusiastic and engaged. My entirely unbacked by science intuition is that these factors matter more than pedagogy. This is why I've always referred to schools like this (ironically) as magic. These are of course the most expensive and difficult strategies to scale, so it's like saying, we've figured out the way to get every student to learn to read! Get more engaged teachers and don't overwhelm them with too many students! But this school district actually does have some clever ideas about the economics of teaching reading, such as enlisting gym teachers and music teachers as auxiliary reading teachers and giving them training, to allow the school to teach reading in small classes without having to add additional reading teachers. And also putting resources into solving problems of truancy so that you aren't wasting teacher time while students aren't there to benefit.

Hanford's starting point in the first series is that the science of reading says that three cuing is harmful and phonetic decoding is helpful, but this time around her theme is that implementation matters, not pedagogical theory, and again I must repeat that I am not an expert on teaching reading and I am talking without any authority, but I am so here for the new Hanford. She spends a lot of time on the intersection of new educational ideas and government's limitations, like the fact that federal law actually prohibits the Department of Education from endorsing specific programs, for fear of government overreach, putting schools in a funny position where they're required to meet specifications in laws like NCLB that can't actually be communicated, pushing them towards unreliable private organizations with unclear ideological objectives for guidance.

The whole thing was way more satisfying than the original series, and since I much prefer praising things to criticizing them, I had to note the improvement.
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This Jane Wickline sketch from a few months ago is my favorite SNL sketch since Mirror Workout, I keep coming back to it. The joke is just to the left of where you expect it in a way I find kind of unexpectedly moving? Wickline's Carpenter sings "Help me" with a sincere desperation; this is not about queerbaiting as some sort of calculated move to get more downloads or even more attention, it's about how a pop star's sense of self gets tangled up in the way other people think about them. Compare to how Taylor Swift is seen not merely as a talented musician, but as someone who has taken control of her own narrative. "It's lonely", Wickline's Carpenter sings in between desperate rationalizations about why her performances are not being dissected in the way she wants them to be. Which seems like it should just be a marketing concern, why is our promotional campaign not working as intended? But Carpenter and Carpenter's marketing campaign are one and the same, the marketing campaign is scribed on Carpenter's body and on her self in a way that Wickline surgically hones in on. "Why can't you see me for who I really easily could be in secret" is such a knotty, thorny mess of an identity crisis that it feels sneakily profound. And yet the sketch is also funny, as it needs to be work in its context. "I leave a trail of bread crumbs and then I leave a trail of loaves of bread" is a terrific one liner, one of several inspired pieces of language that anchor the sketch.
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Wild Faith by Talia Lavin

Recced by [personal profile] lirazel and I wanted to like it, but i found it really frustrating. The meat of it, and the part with the most original reporting, is the last few chapters where Lavin discusses the stories she got when she put out an online call for evangelical Christians to talk about their experiences and many of them shared stories of trauma caused by common evangelical teachings about corporal punishment for children and wives being subject to their husbands. This writing is genuinely harrowing and I think serves mostly effectively as a call for change.

But most of the rest of the book is scattershot ranting, full of lazy conflations and conspiratorial thinking. She uses the Christians who eat shrimp are hypocrites argument along with many other bad arguments. The book is full to the brim of unnecessary bodyshaming of the Christians she doesn't like. It spends a lot of time making fun of evangelical Christians for believing in the devil as if other Christians don't. It spends a bizarre amount of time, given that Lavin is a secular Jew who doesn't believe in any Christian interpretation of scripture, critiquing evangelical textual hermeneutics as if the problem is that they're reading the Bible with the wrong textual strategy. As a Jew who is perfectly happy making fun of Christians most of the time, this book kept insulting my intelligence and I resented it.
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What I Did For Love (11 words) by seekingferret
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Pushing Daisies
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
Relationships: Charlotte "Chuck" Charles/Ned
Additional Tags: Fanvids




lol, I said to my amazing beta [personal profile] beatriceeagle that if anyone guessed I made this it would be on the basis of the Jew dancing. As it happened, there were two other festivids featuring not merely Jew dancing, but specifically featuring the clips I used in Might Lead to Mixed Dancing or the Sequel, and someone guessed me for one of those other vids. I love it when other people make it easy for me to hide!

I've loved Pushing Daisies since it aired, and this is not my first fanwork- the first was a kind of obscure crossover where Elisha the prophet in the Book of Kings has Ned's powers. A critical difference is that Elisha of course holds the moral line of not trading someone's life for another- the famous Talmudic line from Rabbah is 'how do you know if your blood is redder than theirs?' I think this vid is returning to the same moral question- what does it mean that Ned was willing to bring back Chuck at the cost of taking another person's life?

I don't think it would be interesting or morally correct to simply condemn Ned. Even Rabbah's question implies the possibility that your blood actually is redder, and the power of Ned and Chuck's love, and the way it works to slowly heal those around them, is not to be dismissed so easily. That's what the show is about. But it certainly has a cost, and it was fascinating to explore the power of their love in the context of the constant weight Ned's decision exerts on him, especially given the way it played out for his mother and Chuck's father.

I've never seen A Chorus Line, but I understand this song is not about romantic love, but about the love a past-her-prime performer has for her career on the stage, a career full of setbacks and losses and humiliations that were all worth it for the chance to live on stage. Apparently musical fans have criticized later performances of the song as a standard where it was treated as a song about romantic love. And I think that seems like a valid criticism. There are so many performances of this song on youtube where the singer is smiling, and it's weird! I struggled to find the right cover where the singer had the right balance of genuine regret and heartfelt love, but I think the song in Jack Jones's version works here because I'm using it in part not for Ned's romantic love but for his commitment to take his strange gifts seriously even if he doesn't always make the right choice.

Festivids

Feb. 6th, 2025 10:58 am
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FESTIVIDS IS LIVE! The festivids 2024 collection

I requested a vid for the recent D&D film that played with the meta level of the film as a putative campaign, and I got a wonderful vid that works with the many emotional registers of the film by presenting itself as the DM's campaign playlist, jumping from comic songs to epic songs and back with high dexterity. It's a really clever idea that is executed extremely well with great editing matching a wide variety of musical styles. I'm so grateful to the vidder, whoever they are.

Campaign Playlist (0 words) by Anonymous
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Dungeons & Dragons: Honor Among Thieves (2023)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Edgin Darvis, Holga Kilgore, Simon Aumar, Doric (Dungeons & Dragons: Honor Among Thieves)
Additional Tags: Fanvids
Summary:

appropriate music can really enhance the rpg experience




As for me, I only managed one vid and I feel like it ought to be possible to figure out what I made, but it's not my most obvious work and I feel like some of the other vids in the collection are doing a fair job of throwing up chaff.
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I don't think I plan to write a full Hunt writeup this year. Hunt was great. D&M did an amazing job of creating a large scale immersive puzzle experience. I think the puzzles were great, though I think I have a somewhat stronger preference than D&M does for puzzles where when you're on the right track, it feels like you're on the right track. And as usual, Palindrome were amazing people to solve puzzles with.

But I did want to write a more detailed spoilery write up of "abstract art and poems / concerning a pale blue dot / and many more friends", which turned out to be my favorite solving experience of Hunt.

The puzzle arrived at HQ in a ziplock bag as a bunch of small scraps of paper. Some of them were styled like magnetic poetry, but with a few words already connected. The rest were strips of paper with parts of an image on them.

The first thing we did was assemble the strips of paper. These resolved into prints of roughly twenty colorful abstract paintings, which we taped together. On the back of each painting was a quote from Shakespeare, largely quotes about celestial bodies as well as reflections on beauty. Each quote was missing one word, replaced with a number.

As we identified the quotes and the missing words, we realized that what these Shakespearean characters had in common was that they had all been used to name Uranian moons. This was the first of many art-science symmetries we found as we solved- Shakespeare quotes inspired by the beauty of astronomy, and astronomers inspired by Shakespeare's beauty.

Sorting the missing words in the quotes in numerical order, they guided us to sort the Uranian moons by distance to Uranus's surface, which I think was the first time I was struck by the mad genius of this puzzle. This was a puzzle with such a specific set of ideas underpinning it and such a specific vision for how the puzzler should interact with it. The puzzle is asking you to perform a series of translations from the vocabulary of science to the vocabulary of art, as if it's the most normal thing in the world.

Turning to the magnet poetry pieces, we found that two or three pieces could be assembled together into a haiku on an astronomical theme. These, we found by googling, turned out to be abstracts from papers presented at meetings of the Lunar and Planetary Science Conference, which has a tradition of haiku abstracts, because again the very clear vision of this puzzle was to explore the way scientists use art and artists use science, over and over again. Why are LPSC abstracts in haiku form? Presumably primarily because it's silly fun, but also because there is value in the discipline, of trying to be precise enough in your description of your research to meet an arbitrary poetic constraint.

Tracking down the papers, we discovered that each paper had a figure in it that had been stylized (don't know if this was with AI or a photoshop filter or manual painting) into one of the abstract paintings we'd assembled earlier. This was fucking nuts, I love it so much. The emergent beauty of scientific visualization!! Every time i identified one of the figures I got chills seeing how this concise representation of data had been tranformed into something that was exclusively about visual beauty. We identified the figure matches and extracted a letter from each figure that overlapped with a question mark on the painting, and ordering these in Uranian moons distance order it spelled out the answer.

The overriding idea of this puzzle was that art and science are both about the pursuit of beauty even when it pulls you into unexpected places, and I love that so much. Even more so, the structure of this presentation as a puzzle was brilliant because it forced solvers to reenact the exploratory, experimental nature of both the artistic process and the scientific method. Rather than a lecture on science and art, we got to briefly inhabit a little STEAM laboratory. Angela Collier had a great YouTube video recently on the corruption of the idea of STEAM, when what it was intended to be was precisely this: pedagogy where the core tenets of science and the core tenets of art reinforce each other and teach us how to be creative and thoughtful in our exploration of the world. I loved how much this puzzle experientially put us in that zone.
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Hugo nominations are likely to open soon and I realized I never wrote anything about my two favorite SF novels published last year. The truth is I don't know what to write.

The Book of Love by Kelly Link

The Book of Love, Link's first novel after many years of extremely fine short stories, reminded me of Jonathan Strange and Mr Norrell not in that it's anything like it at all, but in that it's so singularly itself in the same way. It is a self contained world inside a book that lives by its own logic and it was such a bewilderingly delightful journey to read.

The Bright Sword by Lev Grossman

It's Lev Grossman writing Arthurian legend, but as with The Book of Love, I can't find words to put to how much this book made me feel, how full of emotions I was by the time it ended.

Hench

Jan. 27th, 2025 09:37 am
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Hench by Natalie Zina Walschots

I found this book mostly kind of morally bewildering. I've seen a lot of online reviews call it morally grey, but if it is, it's not morally grey the way I normally understand it- tension between conflicting moral principles, struggle between doing the right thing and inaction, ambiguity about who the bad guy is.

In this book, there are Villains, who do things like build death rays and mind control devices and use them to threaten cities. They are opposed by Heroes, who do anything to stop Villains, even if it results in collateral damage. There are civilians, who just try to go about their lives. And then there are Henches, who work for Villains in mundane capacities like driving them around or fixing their internet or maintaining their payroll.

And I dunno, it strikes me that Henches are just Villains? Maybe I'm too black and white to understand Walschots's version of moral grey, but I personally think if you're working for a guy using a death ray to threaten civilians you're also a bad guy. You're responsible for some part of the pain the Villain is inflicting.

That made it hard for me to find a pov into the novel, because Anna's certainty that she is right and superheroes cause more harm than they mitigate is the book's apparent moral center and I couldn't accept it even as some sort of antiheroic idea, and trying to read the novel thinking the book disagrees with Anna and is interested in watching her descent into amoral supervillainy structurally doesn't work. It didn't help that Walschots was allergic to any kind of long form infodumping, I never could quite make sense of any of the backstory involving all the central superheroes and villains, and I definitely never found the worldbuilding keystone that would underpin a setting where Anna had a point.
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The Unteachables by Gordon Korman

There's a throwaway joke in Gordon Korman's 1985 dark comic masterpiece Don't Care High about a former teacher of the year, a brilliantly inspirational teacher who thrived on getting his students to participate in class discussion as a way to get them engaged in active learning. Thrown into the miasma of apathy that is Don Carey High, he ends up having class discussions with himself until he loses track of reality and becomes a burnt out shell of a man.

40 years later, Korman revisits this character archetype at length in The Unteachables, a fascinating book that shows the evolution of Korman's pessimism about the effectiveness of American schooling.

Zachary Kermit was an inspirational young teacher, a teacher of the year, until one of his students stole and sold the answers to a national exam to his classmates, who all got perfect scores. The school administration had spent so much energy hyping up his class's accomplishments that they decided the only way to save face was to blame the teacher. Mr. Kermit ended up in a depressive state, losing his fiancee, losing his enthusiasm for teaching, and living for the dream of early retirement and a fixed benefit pension. Twenty five years later, he is nine months from retirement and the administration, still holding a grudge, decides to assign him to a class of special needs students with apparent personality disorders, the so-called Unteachables, as a way to try to force him to quit before he can collect his pension. His students' needs call out to him and he finds himself reflexively defending them; as the students finally find someone willing to fight for them, they start to figure out how to thrive in school.

The existence of the Unteachables is about as powerful an indictment of the modern school system structure as Korman has ever penned. Parker simply has dyslexia. Rahim and Kiana would be perfectly fine students if not for disruptive problems at home. Barnstorm is such a good athlete teachers have refused to challenge him for fear he'd become academically ineligible to play football. These students should be getting extra support, but for fear of bad test scores weighing down teacher bonuses, they're simply being warehoused with a reluctant babysitter until they can be shuffled off to the high school. It's incredibly damning in a way that feels true to life. And the stuff about Mr. Kermit's pension is persistently incisive in the economic world we live in.

And yet in a classic Korman novel, that would simply be the background status quo the students would have to grapple against. In Son of Interflux, school administration, referred to as The Basement, is a force of nature Simon and his agent T.C. must negotiate against, its interest in pedagogy dwarfed by its interest in avoiding insurance liability. In Semester in the Life of a Garbage Bag, the teachers are as beleaguered by administration's insistence on tethering the school's fortunes to a broken power generation system, but they remain powerless to do anything to stop it until the book's conclusion. In Don't Care High, the erstwhile teacher of the year and the emotionally devastated guidance counselor remain unable to control the educational aspirations or whims of their student body. Or consider a book like The Toilet Paper Tigers where all of the team improvements adults attribute to the new coach are ultimately the result of the team itself struggling toward self improvement in spite of the coach's ineptitude.

Something has changed. Somehow Korman has started to believe that adults can become part of the solution instead of just part of the problem. Because The Unteachables is a book about an old teacher of the year finding that he can still inspire students, and students and administrators alike learning that an inspirational teacher can change the trajectory of a student's life.

And I don't quite know what to make of it. I think on some level it's a good thing that Korman is coming to a new, more complex vision of the role of teachers in school, but also this vision seems to exist towards the ends of make achieving a happy ending easier to achieve. The students in the story don't really have a serious antagonist they are fighting against, other than their own self-image. There is something satisfyingly messy about the endings to those 1980s/90s Korman novels I grew up with that is missing once adults can help with solving problems. In Semester in the Life, Sean and Raymond triumph, but at the cost of SACGEN II lurking around the corner next semester. But nothing like that can happen in this ending.The Unteachables is not moralistic or preachy, it is still broadly pessimistic about the utility of formal school, but it is too neat.
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The Golem of Brooklyn by Adam Mansbach

[personal profile] chestnut_pod ran an op to get all of Jewish dreamwidth to read this book, and I am the latest victim.

And I don't know, it is funny and fun and fast moving and intriguing, but it also feels half baked on multiple levels. It runs on momentum to such a degree that it never has time to stop and take a breath, and so [personal profile] chestnut_pod writes of finishing and spending 30 minutes in silence processing the ending, as a sign of its complexity and philosophical depth, but I wonder to what degree that's just stopping to think and say what the fuck did I just read?

I think there's a lot that is interesting about the ending, but I felt by that point Mansbach has invested narrative capital in so few characters that to me it seemed more pythonesque than anything substantially thoughtful. And truly there is something fascinating about writing a revenge fantasy murder spree of klansman by a mystical creature in a pythonesque madcap style, but also what the fuck did I just read?

I don't know, I feel like I have an essay in me about Inglourious Basterds and Hunters and The Golem of Brooklyn and the way contemporary Jewish revenge fantasy tries to make unambiguously immoral behavior feel... safe? Is that the word? Safe because we know it's fiction and we don't really believe, or at least are willing to pretend it's not true, that violent art creates killers, and so we can imagine a world where killing anyone who dislikes us is a tikun and not a deep moral stain.

But there's another kind of safety in pretending or imagining we are strong. The weird safety paradox that Mansbach does a decent job of grappling with, but which still kind of undermines his plot, is that modern klansmen are chickenshit when it comes to their Jew hatred. There are so many more antisemites than Jews and weapons available are so sophisticated that if American Jew haters actually got their act together they could do what Hamas did last October, kill a thousand Jews in a day. Instead they march in these dumb rallies, making them seem weak, making them seem like they're not really a threat. If the klansmen were like Hamas, the question of whether the Golem should be violent would be moot. This book only works because we still don't, in our gut, actually believe that America could start rounding up Jews and I don't know what to tell you, they absolutely could. And there isn't much we can do about that, a single Golem and a few million Jews is nothing against the full weight of American Jew hatred.

So there is something unsatisfyingly tame to me about this book, it's a book about violence that seems wary of acknowledging the primal pleasure of violence, and its comcomitant costs.
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My Vids for 2024

סיפור הגולם The Golem and the Jinni - Festivid
Ken Sucks Barbie- Festivid
Luminous Beings Star Wars
Burning Down the House Grey's Anatomy

Only 4 vids, the least I've made in a year since I started doing this meme, and this is my tenth year filling out this meme! But it's been quite a year, so my lack of vidding productivity is not surprising. And also סיפור הגולם was quite a consuming project.

Favorite

"Luminous Beings" was a vid I needed to make. The creative experience was one of the most powerful vidding processes I've ever had. At first, every time I rewatched a draft I was crying, and by the end of the process I'd healed enough to not be crying constantly anymore.

Least Favorite

"Ken Sucks" was fun to make but pretty inconsequential? Always my least favorite question of the year. Actually, I guess I always try to answer based on the vids I posted, but I only post the vids I like. I have several vid drafts in some kind of progress that I am not happy with.

Most Successful

Gratifyingly, סיפור הגולם, which was such a personal project that I'm surprised people were moved or impressed by it. So many of the comments were "I haven't read the book, but I still liked this," and that is such a weirdly enjoyable thing to see, that even though I made this with a tiny audience in mind, I did so with sufficient conviction that it was appealing to people outside the target audience.

Most Underappreciated by the Universe
Yeah, I dunno. Maybe "Burning Down the House"? I don't feel tapped into Grey's fandom, wherever it might be, so my Grey's fannishness is always a little awkward.

Most Fun to Make
"Burning Down the House" was a really joyful vidding process, the song was fun and let me build really good motion stuff. It's funny, I always dread vidding Grey's because of how much of it there is, and then I always really like doing it.

Hardest Vid to Make

Obviously סיפור הגולם, but in a satisfying way? Every time I had a problem, I figured out a way to get around the problem. I think a lot of stuff I did last year for Bicycle Race and The Spinning Plates Reel turned out in surprising ways to suggest editing techniques that were useful for constructed reality stuff.

The Things I Learned This Year

Lots of new DVR tricks. This might be the first year I didn't do any vidding in Kdenlive, though I was thinking of going back to it for some quick things coming up. DVR is just so much more flexible and powerful once you get comfortable.

My Goals from Last Year


Target vids for 2025:


-At least 1 Festivid
-At least 1 Equinox vid
-an MCU vid, but I dunno, last year I deferred my MCU vid until Cap4 comes out and now Cap4 isn't coming out until next year, so...
-a TSCC vid, possibly the Coldplay Suite?
-a The Good Place vid


I made a Festivid, but I skipped Equinox because I didn't really like the theme. I continued to defer my MCU vid but Cap4 will be out soon! I did some work on the Good Place vid but need to get back to that. I did not return to the Coldplay Suite except in the sense that the Coldplay Suite is very much The Vid About My Job and so some part of my brain is constantly working on it. So I think there's going to be some repeat goals, I didn't make a lot of progress on my more ambitious goals this year.

Planning for Next Year

Target vids for 2024:

-At least 1 Festivid
-At least 1 Equinox vid
-My Captain Americas vid.
-A The Good Place vid (FroYo)
-My Miranda Bailey vid

Also I really want to get an NAS and get it set up to help organize vidding and other file storage this year. That's probably the real goal.
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The Mysterious Disappearance of Leon, I Mean Noel by Ellen Raskin

My foray into the Inheritance Games seems to have sent me down a full on Raskin reread, which is never a bad time? But this was something of a disappointment, though not a total disappointment. There are lots of delightful characters, clever wordplay abounds, and the book sustains itself on a perpetual motion machine of dark absurdities- there are many of the Raskin trademarks here. But Noel's identity and the resolution of the book's mystery just leaves too much that doesn't quite line up, because we never see how Leon became Noel and what his rejection of the family heritage means to him. At best we could say this is a book about coming to terms with the fact that sometimes mysteries don't give you satisfying answers.

The Westing Game by Ellen Raskin

I don't know how many dozens of times I've read this, and I always find new details. It holds up remarkably well to rereads.

I was struck this time by the way the word 'mean' recurs, and how it is something of a subtle counterbalance to Chris's conclusion that Sam Westing is a good man. Turtle openly aspires to be seen as mean, and of course this leads her down the Eastman path as much as anything. I do think that mean does not mean bad, mean is the opposite of kind rather than the opposite of bad. Mean seems to mean something along the lines of willing to act knowing that it will cause others pain, and it's not hard to imagine scenarios where this can be morally good, but it's also profoundly uncomfortable in that brilliant Raskin way.

Also, I was at a Celtics game last week and it was Armed Services week or something and they actually dug up a recording of America the Beautiful that included the May God Thy Gold Refine verse. All quotations are from the Bible or Shakespeare.

Figgs & Phantoms

I don't think I knew what to do with this one as a kid and I think I understood a little more this time around, but definitely not most. Some of it, the Capri adventure particularly, reminded me of Pinkwater's Lizard Music, which I reread a few months ago. There is surrealist energy. A lot of it, like, Mysterious Disappearance, has the same kind of puzzly vibes as The Westing Game but I'm never able to quite suss out the puzzles.

It seemed very much preoccupied with what we think others think about us, and detangling those multiple layers of perception and misperception to figure out how to be in community. But set against that is the family legend of Capri, which is ultimately about the belief that you don't belong here where you are, you belong somewhere else that is perfect for you. Somehow in the ending Mona finds some way to balance these competing ideas, but it's not as clear to me what her balance is.

The Tattooed Potato and other clues

This was always my second favorite Raskin, and still true this time around. I liked that it is set in a real place unlike Westing Game and Figgs & Phantoms- Raskin's 1970s NYC is very specific and well figured. But it is such a sad and lonely story. Everyone in the story is sad and everyone is lonely and everyone is searching for something they lost, and most of them don't find what they're looking for. In a way, Edgar Sonneborg wins and there is maybe beauty in that. This is a story about a young woman learning that adulthood means living with profound sadness.

I think this book is intricate in the way that The Westing Game is and in which I would like to believe Figgs & Phantoms is even though I can't resolve its intricacies. Everything that happens serves multiple functions and most of those secondary and tertiary functions are not obvious at first glance. But while figuring out what GarSon means is similar to figuring out that Westing = Eastman, the latter discovery feels a lot more triumphant. Sometimes you're not sure a mystery is better off solved.
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Here we go again...

Daf 2

The Torah commands Israel to establish courts and enforce justice, but isn't as clear on how to regulate the courts. Masechet Sanhedrin lays out the rules by which courts, both civil and criminal, are regulated. It's not immediately clear to what extent these rules are derived from the Torah or word of God transmitted orally from Sinai, and to what extent these rules are just rules that made sense to the Rabbis as being just and fair and appropriate. A mix, I think.

The first Mishna is about the number of judges required to adjudicate different issues. Typically the division is that civil/monetary/status issues are decided by a Beis Din of 3 judges and potentially capital cases are decided by a Sanhedrin of 23 judges. There are civil issues of greater import that are decided by a court of 5 or 9 judges, and cases of national significance are decided by the Great Sanhedrin of 71 judges. The Mishna is also clearly using this as an opportunity to lay out a list of all of the different kinds of court cases that can exist because rather than laying out some broad systematic principle of this is what makes a three judge case, the Mishna lists out all the different types of cases and individually says that they are judged by three judges. The first daf just goes through the whole first perek of the Mishna, which is unusual and means it's a little hard to hold onto everything when moving at daf yomi pace. I'm not going to go through all the cases mentioned, I assume a lot of them will come back in the Gemara going forward.

I do want to note that cases of raping an unmarried woman are judged by a three judge panel solely on the economic restitution due her father, which is disgusting. I could say more, but I don't intend to talk about it today.

Why 71 on the Great Sanhedrin? The Torah model is Moshe's council of elders, who numbered 70, plus Moshe makes 71. These numbers will always be odd because an even court could lead to a tie vote. Rabbi Yehuda says the Great Sanhedrin is only 70. R' Streinsaltz's gloss is that this is because Moshe did not count as part of the Zakenim, which maybe means that all Rabbi Yehuda is arguing is that similarly the Nasi has the 71st vote but isn't technically on the Sanhedrin. But he could also mean that as a matter of history the Second Temple Sanhedrin only had 70, or that the Third Temple Sanhedrin will for unclear reasons only have 70. R' Rosner brings a hasidic vort that the reason a Sanhedrin is 70 is to emphasize the significance of them being zakenim- it's ideally a group of 70 septuagenarians, because our minds grow and become wiser with time and the best justice comes from experience. And also somehow the fact that as our bodies deteriorate, our minds get stronger is a testimony to our immortal souls and a proof that therefore true justice comes from Hashem. Of course there are plenty of 70 year old assumes, it'll be interesting to see if they Gemara grapples with how to balance things with youthful perspectives. Seems unlikely.

Why 23 on a lesser Sanhedrin that decides capital cases? The basic idea comes from midrashic interpretation of the law of the goel hadam, the family avenger who is allowed to hunt down and kill the person who murdered his relative. The Torah is apparently envisioning this in a sort of tribal law setup where there aren't national courts and a stable criminal code with government law enforcement, so if someone is murdered, it's a tribal/familial obligation to execute justice or else the murderer will just go about their business. Therefore the goel makes a testimony of his intention to kill the murderer in front of his tribe, and only then can he go out and kill. The Torah uses the word edut twice in referring to this testimony, and we use the same gezerah shavah used to derive the size of a minyan to say say this means the goel's testimony must be in front of at least two minyans or 20 judges. We then jump to 22 because separately the Torah warns not to convict based on a rabim, and since that two minyanim concept would allow a person to be convicted based conceptually on a single minyan worth of people and that feels uncomfortably like convicting based on a rabim, we bump it up to 22 so that it's more than just a minimum crowd size. And that then becomes 23 so there can't be a tie.

The metahistorical concept here, though, is that the Torah is dealing with a society wracked by cycles of tribal revenge killings and comes up with a way to sanction these cycles while limiting them, and the Mishna is going a step further by trying to limit tribal violence altogether by unifying that tribal authority into a national legal system where the Beis Din is the only authorized institution that can decide if an execution will be carried out. The goel rather than being an agent of tribal rage is coopted by being deputized an authorized law enforcement official, enforcing the court's justice rather than his own personal sense of justice.

The Mishna concludes by asking how many people must there be in a town with a lesser Sanhedrin of 23 that can hear capital cases. One opinion is 120 people, with no explanation, which I assume is just a legal logic of that's enough people that you can be tried by people who are not your close friends or enemies. The other opinion is it must be a town of at least 230 people based on Moshe's rule in Shoftim that there be a shofet for every ten people, so 23 dayanim requires at least 230.
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I was greatly amused when [personal profile] ambyr, in their capacity as yuletide tag mod, contacted me a couple months ago in my capacity as local expert on Hallmark Hannukah movies, to adjudicate a tag spelling question. I am proud of my dubious skills.

Holiday Crashers

Two young women working at a greeting card store start stealing spare invitations to upscale holiday parties and assuming fake identities for the evening. Unlike Wedding Crashers, they seem more interested in the gift bags than the hookups, but they both find love interests while lying to them anyway.

Among the many Christmas parties, they crash a Hanukkah party, which is bizarre in that everything is blue and everyone is wearing color coordinated blue outfits.

Jews do not dance in this movie. I have nothing else to report.


Leah's Perfect Gift

Leah is Jewish, but in the sense of eating latkes on Hanukkah and going out for Chinese food on Christmas, not in the sense of having a religious connection to her faith. I try really hard not to judge this as a lesser kind of Judaism but sometimes I fail. Leah is living in Manhattan as an app developer and dating a culturally Christian junior banker from Connecticut who seems pretty boring even though Leah keeps talking about all the adventures they've had together.

Leah desperately wants to experience the idea of Christmas she has absorbed from movies and pop culture. Doing all of these cozy winter activities in a pretty, thematically decorated space, surrounded by a loving family sounds great to Leah, who has no siblings and has loving but kind of kooky parents who clearly don't attach great ritual significance to the holidays of her own heritage. So Leah is all in when her boyfriend invites her to spend Christmas with his family, even though he warns her vaguely that his parents are very particular about Christmas. Leah is more all in than anyone else in the movie. Leah is so excited about celebrating Christmas that it feels uncomfortable.

Graham's warnings about his family become more and more detailed, but far too late. Graham's mother needs every moment of their holiday observance to be done in a particular way, like a four inch spacing of ornaments on the tree - which is fine and is even kind of Jewish-feeling, but when I invite non-Jews to a Seder, I warn them that some parts of the ritual need to be done by very precise rules, and they should not be offended if I correct them. They should not be offended if I perform some of the setup myself because I know the way it has to be done. Graham doesn't do that! He just assumes Leah will play by his mother's rules and minimizes her feelings when she misses the cues, so that Leah becomes increasingly disoriented, and convinced that Graham's parents and possibly Graham don't want her there. One review of the film compares it to Get Out.

I was furious for Leah when Graham warns her right before dinner that his mother is a terrible cook and they always lie and pretend she makes good food. He had days to warn her to be prepared!

In the end, milquetoast Graham offers a milquetoast apology, his family comes on board, and they are engaged on Christmas day, which Graham somehow convinces her is a great way to start an interfaith marriage that is not beholden to Christian hegemony. Because they then ate Chinese food so it's all okay!

I was predisposed against this movie because I am not the biggest proponent of interfaith marriages, but I have friends in such marriages and they seem to find ways to find a balance that works for them, though it wouldn't work for me. So maybe my predisposition biased me, but I do not imagine this marriage as a functional partnership satisfying the religious needs of both partners, let alone the basic emotional needs. Also nobody dances, Jew or otherwise.


Hannukah on the Rocks

This was the movie I was actually looking forward to this year. Or maybe I should say pinning my hopes on.

And... it certainly was a big improvement! It had a Hanukkah nature to it, it was really interested in the lights and the eight day cycle as a mechanism for taking time to take stock of your life and figure out what needed attention. This idea extended well beyond the romantic leads, and I do like a romance where the B plots hold my interest and have a reason to exist.

The premise is that She is a high powered partner track corporate lawyer in Chicago suddenly laid off as part of a firm merger, who takes the opportunity to rethink whether corporate law is for her while moonlighting as a bartender at a local bar the regulars keep describing as a dive in spite of its visible lack of divy-ness. Then she meets Him, a Jewish doctor on vacation from Florida trying to convince his widowed grandfather to move to the Sunshine State. Together they transform the bar into a Hanukkah hotspot.

I was not entirely convinced by the chemistry or overall situation of the romantic leads- he's going to decide to move back to Chicago in the basis of one candlelit kiss? But it's a movie, by the creator of the similarly charming Hanukkah on Rye, that moves comfortably on warm family and found family vibes, this community of people who feel a little bit like outsiders and loners getting sucked into the experience of showing up at Rocky's every night to celebrate Hanukkah together.

My biggest complaint about this movie is about the Jews dancing. He asks her to dance. She accepts. Cut to commercial. What the fuck, Hallmark@!!#^&??!?
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The Merchant of Venice by the Arlekin Theater Company in residence at the Classic Stage Company, Richard Topol as Shylock and T.R. Knight as Antonio

I said to my date afterward that I wasn't sure if I wanted to see it five more times or never again.

Arlekin's production is set in a low budget late night comedy TV show, The Antonio Show, that is staging the Merchant of Venice, ineptly and with limited resources. This frame doesn't quite make sense, but I think that's part of the point? I don't know, everything about this production is extremely precisely worked out in a way that seems to say five contradictory things at once, it was at once glorious and confounding.

The first thing they establish, indelibly clearly, is that the intention of this production is to laugh at the goyim. I wrote, at some length, about how the Jonathan Munby Globe Merchant invests all of its considerable energy in enlisting the audience on the side of the Venetians, in order to reveal that that audience has sided with the anti-semites, but never for a second does Arlekin want you to think of the Venetians as anything but fools and creatures of oversized, improper appetite. There is a tremendous amount of sex comedy, there are glorious physical comedy set pieces, there are dumb throwaway jokes all over the place, all serving the deliberate goal of trivialize the Venetians.

But more important, beyond the Venetians, the show wants you to think of the Actors-cum-characters as similarly foolish and incompetent. The actor playing Jessica desperately wishes she were playing Juliet instead, setting up a rich vein of metatextual comedy. The actor playing Launcelot is a stagehand recruited at the last minute because the original actor has deserted, leading to a lot of wonderful physical comedy about his ineptitude and lack of preparation, especially a brilliant set piece with a unicycle. And Antonio is the host desperately trying to keep the show going no matter what it takes. He mans cameras when they go abandoned, fixes the set, coaches the actors when they forget their lines. He even performs Salarino and Salanio, as twin handpuppets. This is, best I can tell, the reason for the late night comedy framing. Because they never want you to forget that this play is being staged and that the actors have agency and that somebody scripted this play and somebody directed it and somebody produced it and somebody funded it. Why? Because whoever those people are, they made the decisions that led to Shylock, an absurd anti-semitic character, a fiend in barely-human clothing, appearing on stage. That didn't just happen, someone (many someones) chose to make that happen. And somebody has to actually appear as Shylock. Somebody has to embody those offensive tropes.

That someone is Richard Topol, who in this production is playing both Shylock as well as some version of Richard Topol. As Shylock, Antonio clothes him in a Dracula cape, Groucho Marx glasses, plastic fangs, and then paints his shirt with fake blood. He is the broadest, silliest version of the bloodsucking Jew, and it is not some accident, it is a choice Antonio made and coaxed Richard Topol into performing.

And so the most amazing scene in this stunning, complicated production is Hath Not a Jew Eyes, where the actor character just flat out breaks and refuses to go along with the anti-semitic stereotypes any longer. He throws his costume on the ground, revealing his actual eyes, and asks the sound mixer to shut off the music and delivers the famous speech not as Shylock but as Richard Topol, who has had enough of this shit. His affect is of a man who is completely done, but also someone who is maybe surprised to be done? Who has been going along with the game, accepting that some tolerable level of anti-semitism is the price of survival, and suddenly is not sure how he ended up where he is.

There was a line I felt sure had to be a modern interpolation into the speech: "[The curse never fell upon our nation till now; ]...I never felt it till now". But no, it's there in the original even though it resonated newly with the moment... we keep rediscovering the depths of the hatred they feel for us. We keep discovering new humiliation, and new reasons to mourn.

From this point, a shaken Antonio regroups and tries to finish the play, but the character never finds his center again as the show gallops recklessly through the resolution of the Belmont plot to get us back to the courtroom, where an unmasked Shylock goes through the motions of preparing to take a pound of flesh from a terrified Antonio while a string of hateful Venetians lecture him about mercy. It is like Shylock is in a different play altogether; When Balthazar asks Shylock his name, he replies, "It's Richard" and I gasped.

Meanwhile, Portia appears as Balthazar 'disguised' in a Superman costume, and besides playing into the deliberately shoddy vibes of the play's comedy, it was... something else entirely to see Superman, this Jewish moral fable, this Jewish fantasy of American pursuit of justice and protection for the vulnerable, lecture the Jew Shylock about the quality of mercy. What mercy do the non-Jews have that they haven't stolen from us, and then mocked us for believing in?

Balthazar's legal maneuver is simplified as the play races breathlessly to the finish line, the happy lovers dance as Shylock is sentenced to Antonio's mercy, which he concedes after being reluctantly dragged back on stage, no longer interested in either the theatrical or metatheatrical proceedings, and certainlynot interestedin anything I would call mercy. Then Shylock is bound and brought behind a curtain, which is inscribed with a Jewish star as smoke rises from behind the curtain and a recording plays El Malei Rachamim- God Who is Exalted in Mercy, a prayer recited asking for mercy and elevation for the souls of the deceased. The woman sitting next to us, a little out of control of her emotions, told us/yelled at ys after the show that we just watched him being gassed in Auschwitz and... yes that is what we saw. I can't really offer any explanation of it beyond that. It was very much not okay. That, too, was probably the point.

Every single detail, every prop movement, every character break in the staging was meticulously planned and executed and the result was riveting and thrilling and...sickening. I return to my original conclusion. I don't think I would want to experience this again, but I sure will continue to digest the experience, whether I want to or not.
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The Forbidden Book by Sacha Lamb

A young Jewish woman flees an arranged marriage in czarist Russia by dressing up in a man's clothing, only to find that the man was murdered and is now inhabiting her body uneasily as a dybbuk.

To sort things out, they must assemble a ragtag crew of outsiders and solve the murder, which leads to two kinds of forbidden books- politically sensitive anti-government tracts, and a mystical book of angels that encodes a different vision of the political order altogether.

This was maybe slighter than When the Angels Left The Old Country, and didn't have quite as memorable characters, but I liked it a lot, and I liked the final resolution of the angel plotline a lot.

At a reading last month, Lamb described the book as capturing a sort of Trans awakening where the main character slowly realizes that this male soul she is now carrying completes something for her. YMMV on that, it felt more like a romance than a transition to me.

Asunder by Kerstin Hall

People were buzzing about this in the Worldcon discord and then as I was reading it I was wondering if maybe I got duped, if maybe the buzz was from friends of Hall or something. But I eventually realized I had subconsciously read cues early in the book that had me expecting the book to be interesting on different axes than it actually was. I had thought the book was telling a story about politics and difficult choices, but that was mostly just scaffolding, what the book was really about was the somatic experience of a soul possession, and Hall does this extraordinarily well. She makes this thing, which often is represented as this purely spiritual thing, into a deeply embodied experience, amplified by a magic system that is powerfully and weirdly organic. It's really cool and justifies the buzz.

The Inheritance Games Series by Jennifer Barnes

Advertised as a modern take on the Westing Game, in which a corrupt billionaire uses his will to play games with his heirs for a variety of not so justifiable reasons, and also all of the heirs are incredibly hot, horny teenagers.

It does not live up to the Westing Game for puzzle quality or emotional heft. I was very frustrated with the puzzles, Barnes seems to think a good puzzle is just one where you have to try every combination of the lock to open it. The shady billionaire who fucked up his grandchildren part of it is better done, but often shades too extreme or too coincidental to be fully satisfying. I wanted less murder and more complicated family dynamics.

But the adventure plotting was fairly fun. I just kinda made me laugh because people have been posting a meme of authors you have read 5 books by, and I raced through the five books in this series in a couple weeks and I doubt I'll remember much about it by next year. 5 books is just not a useful metric for how I read.

The Wishing Game by Meg Shaffer

Recced to me by a friend after I bitched about the Inheritance Games, this book is much more explicitly pegged to Willy Wonka as opposed to Sam Westing, but I think it does scratch the same itch. The puzzles are mostly riddles rather than puzzle hunt puzzles, but all of the characters are very well rendered, the stakes are clear enough to feel fair while slippery and ambiguous enough to be satisfying narratively, and it was really enjoyable emotionally.

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