I can imagine 'exhausting', I think. I am imagining that you have a paradox whereby hostile and shocking incidents clustering together are a pattern in the way they make an impact on you - but not a pattern in the way that patterns can be predicted or controlled.
Eh. Gah. I didn't know about the Brooklyn stabbing. I'm sorry.
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Date: 2015-01-12 09:48 am (UTC)Eh. Gah. I didn't know about the Brooklyn stabbing. I'm sorry.